Emo

Don't know would you see this post. Actually i'm really don't want think it again and again but my brain just can't stop to think about it..

you know me feelings? No.. you never know what i'm thinking about and how are my feelings. is so suffer, everytime give me a hope but after that you destroy the hope. Ya, you are right.. you have been intergrated into my life. I don't know why you keep called me give up on you. is it you called me give up then i just drop you easily from my heart? Sorry i'm not the kind of people so easy to give up. Maybe you can choose to treat me heartless, thats your choice.

You is the first one i'm doing so many stupid thing or crazy thing to you. Even you never know how stupid am I. Ya.. that is me. I also can't imagine i'll did those thing is really really crazy. Just because i love you. Tonight might a suffer night to me because i'll think so many silly thing maybe influence me insomnia also. Sometime really hope life can be easy don't so complicated. I don't know why you always say didn't fall in love with me but your action already prove that not same like what you say. I also don't know why you keep over do something unnecessary for me. the answer only you know it..

whatever you want to do whatever you like. I'm also cannot control at all. You cannot reduce how i missing you because my heart already out of my control..